Really?

Yrly. I have no real idea on how to make my blog look cool. Or even friendly. But that might just be a strange perpetuation of myself on the internet. Kinda unfriendly/weird if you don't know me. And sometimes even when you do.
A recent renovation of a blog has made me reconsider what I am doing with my little piece of the internet. I don't know if I will change anything, or continue using this as a weird substitute for a journal. Oh pitiful humans and their technological crutches, propping ourselves up to a social life we long for.

Long time no post

Here I sit/lean, on my mattress of a bed, in a room that has been vacant for the last 4 days, loosing the heat I had been storing in my piles of dirty clothes and love making. Here I am in the wee hours of the morning, knowing that I am alone in the apartment, as far as thought-production goes. Here I am, thinking.